Emotionally Drained

Funny the way it is; I no sooner decide worrying about what hasn't happened yet is B/S. and I am thrown right back in to stress. I entered my marraiage as a single, never married, no kids career woman. Now, he's gone and I finally realize I am now a single Mother. Pete's been sick twice the last 2 weeks. I am on hyper alert. Mike should be here and I really miss him. Thankful Michele has been so much help but I want my husband back. The money is just not here. I feel the weight of the world bearing down. I am tired. And then I hear scary news about someone we all love. Finally the damn breaks and all the stored up tears flow. You have to stay safe. We can't take losing anyone else.