Winthrop Emergency Room

That is where we said goodbye to Mike after he was pronounced. I used to meltdown and have flashbacks for days just driving by. I swore I would never be able to walk through those doors again. Then Sunday came. Winthrop was the best choice to treat an infection Pete had. No choice. I did it and I did it with what I have always sought....Grace.

You can do anything when it's for your loved one.

Nothing will ever be as painful as the actual death.

I had some flashbacks and expected to fall apart when it was all over. Still haven't.

I have a real problem with anticipatory anxiety. I learned a true life lesson. Worrying about what hasn't happened yet really is a bunch of bullshit.